This year i just finished with my junior year at Prairie View A&M University. What a crazy school year i had. I think this year was by far my most challenging year. Im not sure if i handled all my obstacles in the best way but i am certain that i learned a lot of valuable lessons. I think one of the most valuable lessons i have went threw was discovering how to forgive and forget, and being wise about the company you keep. Battling with relationships was such a headache this year, however it has had its rewards too. I lost some "close" friends this year. Girls that i started college with are no long in my small circle. I have also gained some friends from the past. This year was very surprising, lots of things happened that caught me by surprise. I reunited with someone that was very special to me. I really wasn't expecting that, because our last face to face ended horribly and we didnt talk for a good while after that. So much drama happened in between our off period that i never expected for us to be as close as we are now. But i guess when you really care about someone you look past all the imperfections and learn to forgive and forget. I think we cared about one another so much that it was easy to pick up where we left off. In a sense im glad that everything happened the way it did cause in that time apart i learned a lot and experienced things that has helped me realize so much about myself. I can honestly say everything does happen for a reason. sometimes we cant see the reason right then and there but i have faith and trust that life happens the way its suppose to and in some wired way although we cant see it, there is a greater design for the madness we endure lol. I finished off this semester making the AB honor roll. I am so proud of myself because i was soo determined, i set a goal and i accomplished it. i think i underestimate myself, so that gave me the confidence i needed to know i can achieve all the things i put my mind to. I almost forgot what im capable of, over the years i began to fill myself with doubt becoming my worst enemy. i know i have alot to learn and alot of growing up to do, but i think now im realizing who i am, and my flaws, weaknesses, and strengths. "My other" lol babe ken doesn't know it but he has become one of my best friends, im so grateful that god placed him in my life and removed him for a season only to place him back again because i think he has helped me realize the best and wost parts in myself and helps to balance my crazy self out.
but i think its late so ima call it a night....
Smoochies
-kayla Naomi-
